Mad World

I'm having one of those mentally-swirly kinds of days. This past month has been so crazy and I feel like I've done a really good job of distracting myself from a multitude of things so I don't freak out about them. The only problem with that is I'm not really dealing with the problems, so they're still around and after avoiding them for a month I feel like it's time to face up to them. But then there's that mentally-swirly problem of having to process a bunch of deep shit at once.

Hardcore, man.

I don't even know how to describe how I'm feeling. I just have this urge to runaway from everything and everyone so I don't have to deal. Yeah, I know that's not really a possibility. I just feel like hibernating or something. I keep hoping that time will heal things and that things will sort themselves out. But, I guess like the late, great Andy Warhol once said, "they say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself."