Bad News Bears

So, bad news kids...I didn't get the porn job.

I'm so frustrated by this whole job search. I'm either over qualified or not qualified enough for everything I apply to. And I keep going in to interviews with them saying "you're such a great candidate, you're at the top of our list" and then I never seems to get the job. I keep wondering what I'm doing wrong, because I must be doing something wrong. I just wish someone could sit me down objectively and explain it to me.

I'm a sad mac.

I really don't know what to do at this juncture. No, that's not true...I'm going to keep applying and keep interviewing until someone hires me. I guess. I mean, it's not like I really have a choice here or anything. I feel really stuck...and really fucked here. And I know that time is running out, but I don't really see very many options opening up for me. I just wish I could understand why I can't seem to get a job. What the fuck?

I'm a really sad mac right now.